Days lay down disconnected                 from                 one                   another – shuffled cards. No storyline or heroine here in February. All meaning less and less. Don’t know if it’s accumulation – heavy five month pile – dense, diminished days, diluted  light, warmth, that leached out of my marrows in time with the sky. I’m parchment dry, […]

S.A.D. October

S.A.D.  October Before I found this platform, Facebook was where I put a lot of my poetry and some of my journals. Today when I opened my FB page I found a FB memory at the top of my feed that was a journal entry from one year ago today. It was startling familiar. My […]

Beneath the Stone

Depression is physical. I can’t out-think it. In a way  I have to surrender to its presence without submitting to it. I must forgive my mind for its detour from peace while  encouraging it to be present in its unease. I must exist without despair beneath the stone.     I am tender with myself […]

Peace I Sold For Bread

Shhhhhh… I’m looking for it. It’s in me somewhere. It has to be. I had a beat on it – I did. I found a way to move through the world gracefully. I found, by accident, a recipe for thinking. I found a filter  for my thoughts that paved the way for peace. I had only just […]